The world was ending...

...and the government was recruiting young people with special talents to help. But to me, it felt like they were trying to preserve the best so that they won't perish with the rest of doomed world. He got summoned. And i was thinking that it's because of his hot-shot-lawyer dad and his connections. There was another girl from our class called Ednydia that got chosen as well for her mathematical genius. A chopper was waiting for them outside the parking lot, ready to transport them to base camp. I RAKED my brains for something...ANYTHING that would make me special as well so that they'd choose me too, but can't seem to find any. Then i realized, that the reason i wanted to be saved by the government wasn't because i was scared the world was coming to an apocalypse but because i couldn't bear the thought of him being away from me.

So, he took his bag and started walking towards the helicopter. I ran after him, crying. He turned around, held my face and kissed me. He put something in my hand but i can't seem to make out what it is. We said goodbye and i started walking back. Somebody stopped me half-way and gave me a box of ciggies. It was a box of Dunhill Reds. "Funny", i thought. "I don't smoke Dunhill Reds".

I devised a plan. I'll sneak into the base and try to wrangle my way in. Get one of those yellow forms and pass off as one of the selected few. Somehow i managed. I was there! I found myself in the dorms, looking at his bunk. There were all his stuff on the bed; i saw his stupid red-flowery-hawaiian-shirt, the picture of him and his family and something else that was related to me but can't specifically remember. "Cool. He really IS here!".

I went to the registration area and filled out the forms. My heart was beating like a motherfucker! I was SO nervous that i'd get found out. There was a section in the form asking me what my special talent was. Special talent:___________. And i was thinking, "Hmm. What should i put? I can see dead people? I can dance?". I got anxious searching for the right thing to answer. I felt like time was running out and i can't fucking breath.

I woke up feeling like that. So shitty. What a way to start my Sunday morning. Meh!

"YES. YESSSS!!!"

"So, if i proposed...would you say yes?"

"No, if i have to stay at home and BREED! -_-"

"But if i proposed...would you say YES?!"

*silence* *small laugh* *silence*

"It's ok. Nevermind"

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I don't know what's wrong with me! I'm such a dunggu sumtimes. OF COURSE it's a YES!