It's hurting...

My soul, that is.

I don't know WHY i torture myself like this.

*SIGH*

But yea...I'm hurting rite now.

So...pls give me space and time to self-medicate.

Thank u.

The Birthday List~

Another year has come and gone...and by the time u know it, it's December again! That means... my birthday's around the corner. I know i shud be excited and shit but i kinda hate birthdays. There's always drama on the day itself, so i try not to make a big fuss about it. Like, i'll emo on the 20th coz i know i'm getting older. Then i'll emo coz i'm hoping that people will remember it. But then i'll tell myself that it's no biggie, and it's OK if people don't make a fuss it's my birthday. But then i really WILL emo when people don't. -_-. Bluergh. I'm so terencat sumtimes.

ANYways...here's a shortlist of things i want for my birthday. I'm being very practical this year, and want only things that i NEED. So, if by any chance any of my AWESOME friends see this...you know wat to get me for my bday ok? ;) Thank u in advance...

Adry's bday wishlist (In no order of preference):

-A wallet/ purse (I've been clinging on to the one i have now for YONKS! Don't ask why)
-MAC Studio Fix powder foundation in NC40 (Coz i'm running out of it)
-Black heels (For work)
-A handphone (I know this one's a lil' O_o. But i really DO need one k. My beloved pink Motorola is die-ing on me. *SOOOOB*)
- A nice black handbag (So it'll match with my black work-heels, for those SERIOUS days meeting clients)

Other than that, a Unicorn would also be quite LARV-LIE! ;p But failing to catch one, buying me booze would also work. Same thing actually. Coz they both are MAGICAL.

OH oh. One more bday wish. Can i have YOU as a pressie? Pls?? ;) Tie a red ribbon around urself and let me unravel it? Pretty plssss with a cherry on top?

Updates! In condensed form.

- I was being punished. Didn't go to Kancils this year. -_-. Sux ass. But i understand.
- Been helping Susu with the packing. The house is pretty much bare now. :'(
- Some clever maneuvering was required DURING the packing stage, so as to NOT run into a certain ex. Kinda shitty actually. But...i understand. Kinda.
- Oh oh. Went to pay ALL my bills. ALONE. On Saturday. *BEAMS* I'm kinda proud of myself. ;D
- Went to the Zouk Grand Launch. Was hella fun! But i have a feeling that this'll be one of the last parties i'll ever go to with Susu. *siiigh*
- Chilled by the pool in Kg. Warisan on Sunday. Was kinda awesome. The hot weather...cold beer...the water's nice...books...
- Went to Amed's new condo in Sunway after that to help out with MORE moving.-_-
- Then we (Farid, Babe and I) went to Palate Pallate to grab a bite to eat. We had sandwhiches, all washed down with a cold glass of Hoegarden. ;D NIIIIIICE!
- Went to the pool again that nite. I'm surprised i haven't died of Pneumonia yet!
- Oh ya. My mom's not angry with me anymore. YAYS! :)
- I'm eating keropok ikan as i'm typing this rite now. HAHA. Sumone brought a whole stack to the opis. I wish there was some chillie sauce to dip it in...

That's it for the past week. I'm lookin forward to seeing my Poos for WIP this weds. We havin Sushi. Yummmm. :D