You so smug, for what Mother Fuckers?!!

I really gotta get this out of my chest la.

What is up with all these supposed 'happily-takens'? What the fuck do you have to be all smug about huh? I find myself, for the first time in many MANY years truly single and i've just noticed how absurdly smug these MoFos are at their dating status. So, yeah...you have a (let me stress the 'A' part again) boyfriend that comes over on a regular basis but that's no reason to look down on anybody else that's dating around. We're dating around cuz we DON'T wanna settle la bodoh! We know we want (and deserve) better. Sucks to you if you're too damn scared to challenge urself and have low QC. If u think that the tub of lard u so adoringly call 'Sayang' is THE man for you, then by all means...marry the bugger. But then again, does he want to marry YOU? Sebab sampai sekarang pun, haprak takdak! If he wanted to, he wud've...A LOOOOOOONG time ago.

Was i ever this smug when i was engaged? Tak kan? Bluergh.

So, really la. Get off your high horse. There's no reason to be on it in the first place. Smug bitches.

Sekian, Terima Kasih.

It gets easier with time...

NOOOOT!!!

How long has it been? Four months? Coming into the fifth? But i still yearn for you like you're still here. I thought it got better, and for a while it DID! But then, outta the blue...WHAM! You crash into my thoughts. You crashed into it SO hard, that i dream of you. A dream so fucking vivid that i thought it was real. I woke up disappointed that it wasn't.

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You need to come back to Malaysia and fix me!

"It's 30 For A Reason".

I don't think we realize just HOW fragile the human body is...



Simple. Clean. Direct.

I especially love the sound of the bones crackling back into place. O_o!

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P/s:- Going through road safety ads today cause I'm working on some TV Commercial scripts for one of our clients, PLUS Highway. But mine's not gonna be all blood and gore (UNFORTUNATELY. Clients want it wholesome -_-). So, I'm makin' mine insanely funny. Hope they'll buy the idea. ;)

Come August...

Something to look forward to. Because i know...that together with Nine Inch Nails, comes sumthing else i REALLY want to see. ;)

"I'm on my way. I'm on my way. Home sweet home..."

Ahmed and I moved out from Suriamas. He's back home in Jeddah and i moved into Tropics Condo here in Damansara Perdana.

I hate people leaving. It destroys me on the inside. And it just BREAKS me even MORE when it's people I've come to love. As i told his brother when he called that day, "Damn you Hammads! All you boys ever do is make Adry's life miserable. You make me love you guys and then...you fucking leave!". (Apparently, i was half drunk when i said that. ;p).

So, this one's for you kiddo. I'm gonna miss you 'Acchhhmed'.



This is Motley Crue's version. None of that gay Carrie Underwood shiatz that they play at the end of American Idol for me. -_-.