I'm a little worried...

...that Sean's gonna hunt JoyceTheFairy down, seduce her and then bang her. JUST coz i ADORE her like mad!!!

-_-

I know Susu won't. But i wudn't trust his alter-ego with my MOM hokay. He hits on anything female that moves. Screw the Quality Control. Haha.

AWESOME...

Work, that is.

Work's been awesome these few days. *Beams*

My CD has been sending me to interview some advertising titans for a project CRUSH is doing with Pixelpost (Kancil Awards Hall of Fame).

I'm basically the person behind (well...more like, BESIDE) the camera asking questions for the inductees' testimonial. The whole day is spent with the Pixelpost boys (who are ADORABLE by the way ;p), going from one agency to another, meeting all these GREAT advertising otai-s, talking and learning, absorbing and basking in the greatness of the hall of famers' stories.

One word to describe this whole experience: EDUCATIONAL.

It has also ignited my passion for advertising ALL OVER AGAIN. :D

It's good to be reminded why I'm still in this industry.


Some randoms thought while working on this project:

* LB (Leo Burnett for the uninitiated) is SO. FUCKING. AWESOME! The office is unbelievable. That is one place i SWEAR I'll be working at, at some point of my advertising career. ;)
* I fell in love with Yasmin Ahmad, without even meeting the woman.
* I'm intrigued by John Machado and am saddened that i didn't get to know such a great ad-man.
* GPS systems work! HAHAHA. Chris (Pixelpost's Director) has one in his car. Names it 'Sally' (O_o) and INSISTS that she's accurate. She's screw-y sumtimes, but...oh well. Layan oni la the English boy.
* The older generation ad people don't believe in being impromptu. LOL.
* Smiling goes a looooooong way. :)

I'm just happy la.

And lastly, totally random. But ehm...I've realized that I'm in love. I'm in love with a boy that's leaving. Fuck. I'm screwed.

Movin' on out~

People around me are packing up and leaving.

I don't like this. Nay. HATE this!

I get stressed out ---> O_o, then i feel empty ---> :'(.

I've never reacted well to people leaving...and movin' on. Even when they're not DIRECTLY leaving me.

I don't think I'm allergic to change, coz i believe that change is good. But come end of November, things are going to be SO fucking different.

Babe's done with Uni and moving back home (and it's NO WHERE NEAR MALAYSIA!), watched as his housemate pack her stuff to move to a new apartment (and eventho we're not close, i STILL felt empty, as i watched her lug her stuff out), the ex found a new apartment and wants to take all the furniture at the end of the month, two colleagues are leaving soon...

*BLuErGhhhh*

Stress is manifesting itself on my nose. HAHAHAHAA.

Seriously. It's only when I'm super duper stressed that a pimple appears there.

Meh! I'm gonna go try fill this void with glasses of Teh Ais at the Mamak downstairs. No alco for me tho. I'm trying this new sleeping meds that Babe gave me (coz I'm always complaining that i can't sleep) and mixing that with alco is just gonna fuck me up goooood.

Lay-tahs!

Baaaabe :-* :-* :-*

Someone gave this to me today, coz he's scared that I'm angry at him.



Close friends would now IMMEDIATELY who it is.

Only one person really calls me 'Babe' (and vice versa).

It's actually a Flash animation. But i can't figure out how to put it in here. *shrugs*

So here's the link should you guys be rajin enuff to go and check it out. Blogspot's ALSO not linking the link, ( Cibai. -_-) so just cut and paste the URL la k. ;p

-----> http://www.star28.net/penguin_tebe.swf?msg=babe%20:*

I don't know how long the link's gonna be available for...but oh well.

I'm just sharing, coz eventho i AM irritated with him, it still made me smile. ;)

Lust. Captured on film.

Sorry to dissapoint.
I ain't posting up porn. HAHA.

Stumbled upon this pix again.
Made me smile (AND cringe) for a bit.

But above all. Made me remember.
How new and exciting things were back then.

How hot it was.
How completely NUTS we were.

;)







Good times Babe. Good times...


*Pix courtesy of shootbangbang.com

Hmm...

Nothing in particular.

Just zoning out at work rite now.

Wanted to post up sum pix frm a flurry of birthday celebrations since last month, but couldn't be arsed to do so.

Maybe tomorrow la...

It's funny. I've been sleeping alot on Sunday. But the more sleep i get, the more fucked-up i feel. O_o. Terbalik ok. Even after some wine last night i couldn't sleep properly. Woke up with weird dreams in my head. Dreamt of him and HIM. Think it's my guilt speaking out. Coz when I'm conscious...I can control it. Coz when I'm conscious, i reason with myself that there shouldn't even be guilt there in the first place! READ: Me iz not engaged anymore.

Maybe the guilt's towards ME. Hmm...I dunno.

Lemme zone out summore and maybe I'll figure it out.

I wonder if The Hills has new episodes online already.

It's always nice to drown out my thoughts in trashy American TV shows. ;)