Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Something's wrong. Something's VERY wrong...

*Grave face*

I don't know WHAT exactly's bothering me. But i dun feel at ease. Like, there's sumthing wrong. I came back from a meeting and all i feel is...empty. I'm having violent mood swings weyyyy and it's not fucking funny anymore! Btw...meeting was good. Client loved my copy direction. Yata yata yata. But, still...*SIGH*.

Maybe it's cuz my family hates me (And NO, I'm not being all drama about this). They went to sum sungai sumwhere for a BBQ and "forgot" to tell me. The WHOLE family ok! And no one bothered to invite me :'(. I only found out when i called my mum last Saturday to ask them out for dinner and they were all THERE already. FINE! If my family doesn't want me, then I. Don't. Want. Them!!! *Lifts chin up in determination* Am refusing to pick-up any of their calls. They should just consider themselves 2nd-daughter-less from now on.


Or maybe cuz I hate my housemate. He has a stick up his ass, I SWEAR! He gave me grief over water footmarks in the bathroom floor. It's the fucking bathroom la ok. People are bound to have footmarks on the fucking bathroom floor. Lain la kalau I'm a ghost and I float everywhere kan. Then, rest assured...you won't find footmarks anywhere. -_-. According to him, it's HIS house and he just wants it clean. DUDE. All i do is tip-toe around YOUR house and keep it clean (Up to the point i think twice before entering YOUR kitchen to cook me some eggs). GAAAAAAH! Thank GOD I'm moving out this weekend. I can't take ur OCD shit anymore. No one can la (10 bucks sez his gf is suffering in silence).

Or maybe it's my backache. It's starting to rear it's painful head again. Bitch needs to leave me alone. It's making me lose sleep (OR sleep in unnatural-not-of-this-Earth positions, just to ease the pain). Note to self: If my kids ever want to join gymnastics, just say "NO!", give them a tight slap and cartwheel off.


Or MAYBE...despite the fact that it's been half a year, and he's already married, and I'm dating people, AND we stopped talking...i STILL think of him. Okmovingon.

*Deep breaths*

God? If ur listening...I need me sum happiness. I know they don't sell the stuff in a bottle or a jar down here, but if u could just sprinkle sum on me from above...that would be GREAT, thanks! :D

-_-

5 comments:

Mabes said...

*breathe woman*

but it's always good to vent out than keeping it in!!

Take care & Hope you'll have a good day ahead.

RedAnna said...

be strong adry...u gonna have em...for sure..

AdRy said...

Mabel: Breathing breathing! HAHA. And yes, better 'out' than 'in' i always say. XP Thanks babes.

Redanna: Thanks. ;) My happiness comes and goes. But it's ait. I'm hangin' in there.

Midgesque said...

Your parents didn't call you? well mine too...maybe I'm too busy that they stopped altogether! Haih... :P I can't help it, there's always last minute changes you know...i can't control everything can i? (sorry tetibe emo kat page org kekeke)

OMG wat a freak! water marks jer... nasib baik you nak pindah dah.. If i were you banjirkan satu rumah before leaving HAHAHA... watermark that! *evil laughter!

URGH I still can accept the fact that he is married! WTF??? Gler hypocrite!!! totally not worth it lah adry!(ok too much drama on my part!)

Midge -out! oh yeah I miss you!

AdRy said...

Midgy: I guess la. But STILL! That's no reason to go for a BBQ and forget ur 2nd daughter!

And yes i am SO SO SOOOOO happy i moved out. Living with my colleague, Naadhira and her bf Jason A.K.A Vandal (the rapper). I have my own bathroom now olso. So, takde org nak bising lagi about watermarks. ;D

Yea well...i moved on (a lil). Watever. Wat's pass is pass, i say.

And yes Midgy! I miss u too!!!